February 2012
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omg wtf why do pimples even exist
like okay, no one likes them. they’re pointless and stupid. and they’re ugly.
"I'm only human."
Well no shit, I thought you were half rock half elephant.
I can't promise you that we'll last forever,
but I can promise you that as long as you still care, I will not give up.
I think it's mad cute when you smile.
Why am I still up lol
I get paranoid about everything in my life.
I worry way too much.
I put myself in situations that others will think is impossible, and always expect the worst. I just can’t help it, that’s the person I am. Besides, bad choices lead to bad things, and I’m full of stupidity and horrific mistakes. Nothing new.
It's like all our generation ever wants to do is...
Our society already treats us all way too maturely for our age. We all end up rushing past our childhoods, as if we want to forget about all the fun and irresponsible times and move on with the stressful and time consuming lives we’ll have in the future just so we can live a decent life. I don’t know about you, but I’m actually scared to grow up. I don’t want to skip ahead...
Don't ever call a girl a bitch.
No matter what. In front of a friend, or in front of her. It’s straight up rude. It doesn’t matter the way she did you wrong. If she’s your sister, or your ex. It’ll give people the wrong idea about not only the ‘bitch’ you’re talking about, but you, as well.
I want you to know,
I want you to know how much I really like you. I want you to know how much I have to resist from just hugging you and never letting go. I want you to know how much I have to stop my urge from trying to kiss your face. I want you to know that I love your back hugs, and the way you hold me. I want you to know that I want to be more than friends, but at the same time understand why I’m scared...
"Babe, lets..."
Watch movies till we fall asleep
cook together
make cheesy relationship videos to make others jealous
give each other piggy back rides
play at the playground
prank call people
introduce each others families
Embarrass each other in public
Talk on the phone till we don’t know what we’re saying
treat each other like its our last day on Earth
If you leave,
I will constantly have to remind myself that I have other friends; that I’m not alone, and that you weren’t the only close friend I had. But to be honest, you were the closest. The only one I had ever actually opened up to. The only one I had ever trusted my whole life with. We were somewhat inseparable, joined by the hip, you could say. One would always be with the other. If I lose...
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I'm just afraid.
I’m just scared that I’m gonna lose you. That you’re going to find someone else, someone better than me, to replace that spot of mine in your life. You have no idea how much you mean to me. But honestly, even if you knew, would that make much of a difference? You’d still have someone else at your side, someone that’s not me.
Be optimistic, but always expect the worst.
Life won’t be as tough on you that way. In fact, it should be a little simpler. I mean, of course, it’s easier said than done, but give it a try. Isn’t it, the more you expect, the more disappoint will hit? Then expect less, and go on with life as it is. Stay as positive as you can, and it’ll all work out in the end.
You know what sucks?
Liking someone so much, yet having absolutely no idea if they feel the same way about you or not.
When someone means this much to you,
You’ll do absolutely anything you can to not lose them from your life. You’ll go to the ends of the earth, just to keep them in it. Even if it’s not what you want them to be in it, at least they’re still in it. You would be content with that.
I doubt myself too much.
That’s why I always seem to miss chances. I always try and think ahead and expect the worst out of everything. I realize how I don’t want it to happen, so I don’t even try and take the risk. It’s stupid, I know. I need to change that about myself.
If you tell me that you're different from everyone...
I can already suspect that you’re nothing but the same.
You're special.
I haven’t met anyone that has made me laugh and smile this much in a long time, or well, never, really. I haven’t known you that long, but it only takes a short while to really get to know someone. You mean so much to me, you have absolutely no idea. I don’t want to take any chances or risks of losing you. I’d rather have you as my friend forever than something great one...
To have someone just walk into your life,
And just shake your whole world up. To have them make you go crazy, and mess up everything in your life. To make you feel anxious, heartbroken, and completely bliss all at once. To have them make you the happiest, and the next moment, the most depressed. What is wrong with me? Am I insane? All because I’m falling for someone completely out of the ordinary.
Do you realize how much I have to fight back the...
Lol I used to be @hannahbianca
Yeah just saying. Ok bye.
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I don't want these emotions.
I swear, I’m going crazy, all because of you. You always have me anxious, curious, worried, extremely happy, completely heartbroken, everything. Ever since I met you.
When I like you,
I’ll constantly want to talk to you. I just want a conversation that would last from the time I wake up until the time I go to sleep. I don’t care what our conversation is about, I’ll just be happy at the fact I’m talking to you. I’ll try my best to put in all the effort I can and to keep the conversation going. It’s just that, when I like you, I would want you to be the only one I talk to...
I don't want to risk our friendship at any cost,
I might end up losing you. You mean way too much to me, and considering how close we’ve gotten lately, I want you in my life. Even if you’re just a friend, it’s better than to have you just disappear from it and have you never come back.
Please don't get tired of me.
It happens every time. People lose interest in me. They get tired of me. Suddenly, they don’t bother hitting me up anymore. The conversations become shorter. They forget about me and I just become a distant memory. I wonder if it’s my fault sometimes. But then I realize that people never stay in my life. And there’s nothing I can do about it.
Dream big and have ambition in life.
But remember that you can’t always get what you want. We’re stuck in reality here, not your own world.
Falling for someone's words.
When they just say something to you, maybe something cute and cheesy, and it makes your whole day. When they call you beautiful, and you just can’t stop smiling for the longest time. It’s just crazy. All the butterflies in your stomach, all the knots in your mind. But it’s hard to tell, if they’re being sincere or not. If they really mean it, or if they use it on every girl...
I don't make friends easily,
I’ll open up my arms and make them feel all welcoming, but that doesn’t mean we’re friends just like that. To be my friend, you have to be sincere and true to your word. I give you one chance, if you lose it, you’re done.
I hate how when I develop feelings for someone,
I fall completely head over heels for them. It wouldn’t even be just a crush anymore. I’ll get clingy, and a tad bit annoying in some fashion. They’ll mean almost everything to me during the span of time that I like them. It’s crazy, really. My mind will just always drift back to the person, and to be honest, it’s not always a good thing.
lol no srsly doe~
da high school musical marathon is better den dem superbowl shiet
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high school musical sing along marathon > your...
Just talking to you makes my day.
Nothing compares to having someone to cuddle with,
nanananikii:
No blankets, teddy bears, pillows, anything comes close to having someone hold you as you slowly fall asleep. Being able to feel them there gives you comfort and a warmth that can’t be duplicated with anything else. It makes you feel safe and wanted, knowing that someone’s there with you to make sure everything is okay. Nothing can give you the same feeling of cuddling with someone...
Today was just a really good day for me.
I was so excited this morning, this day turned out much better than I thought it would be. I hope tomorrow will be just like it, maybe not as good, but still.
What it isssss.: What I really like about being in... →
behindthishiga:
Some people like having partners for the sexual aspect. I, on the other hand, prefer the innocent, cute aspects of a relationship. I like taking cute pictures when we’re out and about. I like cuddling when it’s cold. Heck, cuddling whenever the fuck, even when it’s hot. I…
… and then I think about how perfect everything would be for a few seconds.
I wake up and realize these walls I’ve built to protect me, surround me, and isolate me from all of these necessary connections. Reality has hit me. Aiming for the perfect shot, and a miss. But still, I feel the sorrow and emptiness. I don’t think these cheerful thoughts anymore. It’s all of...
January 2012
101 posts
If you just realize what you're doing to me,
Would you change? At all?
Honestly, a little brutality and judgement shouldn’t hurt you, since after all you’ve put me through, didn’t crack my shell. Yes, it does hurt at times, but I keep telling myself I can get through this. If you put yourself in my place, and me in yours, in the generation we’re in, in the place we live in, and the way we act, would you really do...
I'm sorry,
I’m just never going to be good enough for you.
This isn't right.
The way you’re treating me; it’s unfair. Just because I wanted privacy in my life. I swear, you’re completely absurd and insane. If you keep this up, I’m going to turn into you. That’s the last thing I’ll ever want to be. Ever.
Just because you have the authority,
does not mean you should completely take over. Give me some freedom, just a little. And of course, privacy. Yes, you have the choice of deciding whether I get this or not, but if you could understand my plea, then you’d agree with me, hopefully.
Invasion of privacy
I have practically no privacy in my life anymore. It’s stupid. I get that people want the best for me, and I’ve messed up, but still. Give me back what’s mine; privacy.
I'm going crazy.
I’m going fucking insane.
I rarely ever open myself up to someone...
I just can never seem to do so. I’m always scared, terrified, and worried that they’ll figure me out and judge me. That once they know, they’ll leave. They always do, and to be honest, I’m sort of used to it by now. It still hurts, though. I have to change my ways, maybe open up less, who knows. I’m doing being the only one trying and chasing, and doing all of that....